Showing posts with label my space. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my space. Show all posts

23.1.13

that bed

I slept on a carved narra wood daybed that my grandfather was born on with a solihia base that a little foam mattress sat on. It was the only thing that was constant in all our moves. It was the one thing that was mine when the walls of a new bedroom knew nothing of myhistory or had none of my secrets to keep.On nights the nightmares came, the bed allowed space for my little brother to keep me company when I couldn't bear to be alone. It was the bed secrets were shared on, the one I laid on when phone calls lasted seven hours or more, the bed my best friends and I sat on when we told our stories of our first kiss. It was the bed where I spent nights hiding under the covers reading my Sweet Valley High books and it was the bed that kept me safe when my heart was broken numerous times holding my tears in its comforting space.

And now it sits in my little girl's nursery waiting to create new memories for this little one to keep. It waits to hold her in its space as she grows with it, perhaps one day her long legs will reach the end of the bed. Mine never did. It waits to hold her as she laughs, cries, and dreams on it. And I'm sure it'll keep her secrets the way it has mine.


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20.5.11

restoration hardware


I finally had time to walk into this shop on my last US trip, and my heart sunk as I walked out knowing I couldn't bring anything back.

I love everything in here, the distressed woods, the natural,  earthy organic fabrics, the screen print/ sack cushion covers, the old clocks, the stacks of  uncovered, open binded books. It's me all the way, i felt like i could pack that whole shop into a suitcase and bring it home with me. And the couches, feather filled cushions you can just flop down on after a long day with a nice glass of wine.

So for now, I will just continue dreaming. I may have to dream about it forever, or at least until I can afford the price tag that goes with the wonderful pieces they have in here.

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27.2.11

home is where my heart is.

 it's been a long time since i have felt like my house is my home and i don't share my private space that often. 

but for once since i've moved back home to manila, i can sit in my space, feel calm and know that it all feels right.

and on a perfect sunday morning like today, i can relax in a space that exists to keep my spirits high.


i like that this place exists in my life.

and i like that i am blessed and lucky enough to trust that I have somewhere to run to, somewhere to hide, somewhere to think, somewhere to spend quality time with my family, somewhere to be me..... 

so i thought there would be nothing wrong with sharing.....

  
 
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24.11.10

dear blog

I am sorry that I have been neglecting your space.

I am sorry because life has been speeding past me and i have not been able to document it.

I am sorry because my computer fried and I have lost some important files and have not had my digital world at hand.

I really am sorry but please know that I am not gone for good and that you have not just been there for momentary online therapy.

I am sorry but my reality has really needed a little bit of attention.

But my reality is almost set up and somehow within all the running around I have managed to catch my breath this morning and enjoy my new space, my new sun spots, my new home.....


Oh my, I think reality is also telling me that I am in dire need of a pedicure.
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9.10.10

.sucker for sun spots and sun flares.


 

sunshine beats through glass panes.
red flares dance through the heavy air.
bursts of light explode while shadows dance around.
 eyes close.
traces of light; white circles, dotting the blackness behind my lids .

                                                             the silence, it echoes.
                                          in my mind, in my head.
                                                              
    the light.  it glares.
the heat. it blazes.

a suntrap in my space. 

rlr.'10
           
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